Saturday, February 06, 2010

The day we met was like a hit and run


As for now, I gotta write what's on my mind.

Sometimes I miss the way everything used to be and I really want it back. Certain things may appear oh so fine on the surface but deep down, i know its not. I am only lying to myself if i say "I'm happy with how things are right now and I don't give a damn about anything else anymore". How did things turn out this way anyway? When did we became so stranger? You don't know how much it hurts when we walked past each other like we do not know each other anymore. How we no longer talk to each other about our daily happenings. Is this how things is suppose to turn out to be? All along I thought all we needed was some time.. to slowly accept everything and things will eventually turn out to be like before. But i guess that wasn't the case.

Maybe you're right.

You changed. I changed. Everyone changed.

But the cold hard truth is who doesn't? This world is ever-changing, either for the better or perhaps worst. Sometimes I even wonder, "Why do i bother so much for?" "She probably doesn't cares anyway.." Right? Whatever it is, i hope i'm wrong.